I haven’t posted lately because I have some things going on that I can’t talk about and be coherent.

I recently had some tests done and they found something. It’s probably not anything serious, I mean, I hope it’s nothing serious, but I won’t know for sure until after Monday.

That’s when I see a specialist.

Until then I have to struggle through this internally because otherwise I’ll just rant on aimlessly with no point.

Today I am going to crochet some more and tomorrow I am going to clean and get back in to a routine, also try to relax and not worry. It can’t be good to always be worried.

So this morning I will crochet and watch The Secret of Nimh because I remember it from when I was a kid and it’s comforting.

Tomorrow when I wake up I will clean the house and Monday I’ll see what the next stage of my life will be like, hopefully good, like it is now.