My sisters distress me greatly.

One I haven’t spoken to in years and the other is around, but not a lot.

They both attach themselves to terrible people that are toxic. Then they make excuses for why they are around these people. I know everyone has flaws and I’m not at all perfect, but when you have to give examples of why someone is worth your time, then you yourself are unsure of your relationship.

Any way my sisters have spent their entire adult lives pleasing these people they have decided are worth their time and completely shut off everyone else. They are both so miserable.

I can’t imagine a life where I don’t see my family often or one where I let people who take advantage of me guide my life. I have to be able to be my own person and make my own decisions.

I also could never fully devote myself to one person and ignore everyone else around me, I’m just not made that way.

That’s all for today. I’m glad you are here.