After this weeks Entries I think I will start posting these daily after I write them. It’s becoming to big of a chore to put up the whole weeks entries up on Sundays.

Monday March 3, 2025

I vape and yesterday I dropped my vape in bathwater for one second and now it is completely dead. What sucks is I don’t have the money right now to buy a new one. I will try very hard not to be cranky. I have these sparq things but they are not at all the same. I didn’t sleep well last night and I am a little weird this morning and I keep doing the blank stare in to space. We have training at work today so I don’t have too much to do. I will be alright there I just need to focus and my head feels so weird right now. OK so I just need to pull it together. I will be fine. OK I am about to put this book down. I think when I look at this journal entry at the end of the week I’ll probably be like ‘wow, I was out of it Monday.’ I should probably call out, but I’m training so…

Reading back over this today the author is like, ‘Wow I was so out of it Monday.’

Monday March 4, 2024

Once the regular people began to slowly die off. The world began to slow down little by little things started to stop. First it was luxury things because the people who made those, just like the good doctor, laid down and died. This didn’t bother me though, because I never wanted that stuff anyway. It did make some social media influencers angry though, one famous one the very last viral video was in tears because she would never get some name brand eye shadow for free. It amazed me how much they all were so sad over the death of material things and not the death of the people who made them. Then I was surprised by my amazement.

So in 2024 one of the things that made me stop writing in my journal was the pressure that I put on myself to write a bit of a story everyday, but then I had no where to put my thoughts. That’s what this is, I thought what would happen if 90% of the world died. Not from a mysterious illness but just died. What would happen?

Tuesday March 4, 2025

There are some crazy storms this morning. There is thunder and lightening and a tornado watch. The wind is very strong and waking up this morning there may have been a tornado an 18-wheeler was blown over on its side. My little dog is freaked out, she is hiding in the bathroom. She was in the bathtub but then later she hid behind the toilet. Little Zoey does not like storms, however if Dan goes out front to smoke she will go out there and run around in the rain. She is a funny little dog. I have had her for 17 years, and she has always been this way. They keep showing on the news all these cars that have spun out on the roads and just like always roads are flooding, and of course there are some dummies trying to drive through the high water in their Honda. You will never make it through high water in a Honda. Never, ever, don’t do it.

Tuesday March 5, 2024

It made me wonder though if what the news said was true, and people were finally satisfied and happy with life and that’s why they were dying. Why are all these influencers still alive? Shouldn’t they be happy and satisfied? They weren’t though and once the cameras went dark, they all still lived. Well, I don’t know about all, just one who was particularly annoying and ended up leading a militia group who thought they were going to take over. They didn’t though. Turns out she was better at virtual followers than real ones and didn’t know how to find for herself. The group that did take over squashed her like a bug as soon as they could.

Wednesday March 5, 2025

I got some pretty good rest last night. Which is a good thing because I was pretty tired. My vape that I dropped in the tub works now. Which is a good thing because I was really dreading buying a new one, however I would have preferred my washing machine coming back to life. That would have been a cheaper replacement. The vape I mean. So here is what I am waiting for, my tax return. That will give me a better cushion for buying the new washing machine. Yesterday was super windy all day and today they have calmed down. There was also a tornado in Irving. It was crazy I could hear the wind all day long. I didn’t walk or clean yesterday. I keep looking at those dishes in the sink. Ugh. I also really want to do laundry and it kills me that I can’t. I’m having lots of coffee today too. I hope by the time work starts my brain can function better.

Thursday March 6, 2025

So here in Texas there is a city called Dallas and in Dallas is the Kay Bailey Hutchinson Convention Center. Over the weekend there was a cheerleading competition, some parents got into a fight and knocked something over that made a loud sound. Everyone in the building ran out because they thought it was gunshots. It wasn’t gunshots. So the organization that runs the competition is beefing up security. That’s all well and good, but it won’t stop people from being stupid and fighting. Any way, this has been all over out news here locally for the whole week. It has even made it’s way to my Facebook page. What I have been wondering about is what was security like before? I mean why did all these people think someone had a gun? Are they not checked? Can I bring one in? I mean, these are still kids, they should be protected.

Friday March 7, 2025

I’m glad I started writing every day. I can’t function right now until I write something down in my journal. It’s been a good experience for me. So I posted about my underwear last night. I ordered underwear from Amazon and the delivery driver was a male named Raul. Dan said Raul was going to sniff my underwear, but I didn’t care because I was like ‘I haven’t worn them yet.’ Then when he dropped them off I said, ‘Raul dumped my underwear on the front porch.’ Also in between that time while I was waiting, I kept saying, ‘Raul, where is my underwear?’ I have it now and I must say they are very comfy underwear. I haven’t tried the socks yet but my feet are cold, so I might go get a pair and put them on, that is all for now. I don’t really have much to say this morning I guess. I woke up so very early. It is almost 4:30 am and I am just awake. It’s going to be a long day.

Saturday March 8, 2025

What do I want to do today? I want to do a lot but the first thing I want to do is go back to bed, because It’s 4 am on a Saturday and for some god awful reason I’m awake. We got all our food yesterday and a little bit more is coming today and I’m hungry sitting here thinking I wish I had something to eat. That’s the way life is though right? You go to get groceries then when you are done your like ‘let’s order out.’ I do my fair share of cooking though, so when I need a break I take one. What was I talking about? Oh yea, what I want to do today, well, a lot for sure but mainly I just want to work on my art. I have two that I’ve been sort of working on for a minute mow. I want to make one out of all the paper Keagan shredded a few weeks ago because I feel like I could make something beautiful out of tragedy. I also need to seriously find a place to sell my things. I should do that today.

Sunday March 9, 2025

I think the interest in me has stalled. I haven’t had that many likes on things for a couple of days. I have noticed though that people only read the daily prompts I reply to and barely anything else even though the other things I write are so much better. This week I absolutely need to make a plan for myself. I need to pick my personal planner back up and start scheduling myself to do things. I found that if I write it down I do the things I write down. Also last week felt like it took forever to end. I remember waking up on Wednesday and I was like ‘ugh, it’s only Wednesday.’ Not that I want any week to go by quickly but I would like them to slow down so I can spend more quality time with the people I love. I also would like more time to develop some things. Like art and knitting and writing. My plan now is to look up book agents and send pitches and manuscripts to them. We will go with that for now.