I am knitting a hat I designed myself.

I’ve realized that when I write at night it’s harder for me to talk about my day. For some reason it is easier for me to give a synopsis the next morning.

Let’s talk about Tuesday. I was supposed to go in to the office but I didn’t, I was hoping no one would notice. They did.

I got in trouble but not really. I got more of a talking to about my absences. I knew at some point I would. I have a lot of people who depend on me and sometimes that takes over my whole day and night.

I will get it handled.

I really would rather not go at all if I’m being honest. I’ve never been passionate about any job I have ever had, just passionate about the things I don’t get a pay check for like writing or my art.

I wish I could be that person who gets so excited about everything at work. You know those people? They tell us overtime is approved and this person signs up for every block. We get new desks and they act like our company has saved the universe. They even go ga-ga when new trashcans are installed in the breakroom.

I’ve never been that person.

I probably could find something that I loved but only if it’s writing all day or making something and only if I could do it from home.

I’m not going to find that probably

Ok well that’s all for me, everyone enjoy what’s left of Wednesday.