I am not feeling well, not at all.

I’m not going to work today. I’m going to stay as still al possible because it’s not good when I move around.

I have a book to read so I will be alright.

I finished My Best Friend’s Exorcism last night. I got a little teary eyed at the end. It is, I think, a true test of how far a friendship that is a true friendship can last even with some really egregious wrongs.

The main character Abby’s best friend Gretchen did some pretty terrible things. Mostly to their other two friends Margaret and Glee, but she did do some terrible things to Abby as well. Abby stuck by her and Abby knew there was something wrong. She knew Gretchen and she eventually would save her but only after Gretchen did some terrible things to other people.

Their friendship lasted after that and Gretchen was with Abby until the very end of her life.

I’ve had friends that have suddenly changed in my past. At the time it hurt because we all moved on and I never understood why they didn’t want to be my friend anymore. When I look back on it now though, I realize it was a gradual change with both of us, and probably we were growing up and had different opinions and different life views and naturally grew apart. That happens, but I’m an adult now so I understand why at the time though it felt like my world was falling to peices.

I never had a friend that was possessed by the devil though, except maybe one, I’m not being funny here, she really may have been. However, I found out much later that she was addicted to some very hard drugs so that could have had something to do with it also.

Ok well my head is pounding and I want to stop writing now, everyone have a wonderful Wednesday.