There is nothing wrong with me.

The doctor that read my labs was incorrect when she saw something wrong so now I am out $300 and a lot of stress over nothing.

So now I’m just pissed.

We trust certain people with things, and we trust that they will correctly diagnose those things and when it is all just nothing it makes you angry.

I have been struggling with this since April 30, wondering what I will do if there is something serious that’s wrong.

I was thinking who am I going to get to help with mom when I’m down? Who will I get to look after my oldest? Who is going to help me with anything?

That is what was going through my mind. I was making a plan for being ill, then I find out, nothing is wrong.

Oh well I will survive and be fine but it has rocked my mental health.

That’s all for today.