I’m starting to feel redundant.

I keep doing the same things over and over again. I pile on a lot of project and then I say, ‘I’m going to finish this today,’ or ‘I’m going to finish that today.’

I don’t ever finish this or that.

I don’t do any of the things I said I was going to do, and stress myself out because I didn’t do anything.

So, today I am going to scale back to one crochet project.

I am not going to pick the others back up again. I even threw the patterns away.

I am going to focus on just one and finish just that one project.

I am also going to delegate tasks like cleaning and cooking to other members of this family. I’m making myself crazy with everything.

I’m going to stop the WordPress daily prompts.

Most of the time I’ve already written in my journal and posted that entry so I don’t need help writing, I’ve got a lot to say, I don’t need help writing.

Then, I need to find some way to feel better about myself.

I’m getting older so it might be hard, but I will try.

I do a lot and I learned long ago not to expect thanks, but it would be nice to get one sometimes.