I am once again writing something different here than what is in my journal.

Here is why,

I am feeling sorry for myself again.

Now I know we can’t always be positive. People always have challenges, but right now, it is all overwhelming.

I need to clean the house. So, I’m going to wait until tomorrow when the boys come home and have them help me after work.

I’m also hungry, that usually makes me sad and cranky.

I do get paid this week so I can buy more food. I can get breakfast stuff. It’s just hard to get up and make breakfast every day. Also, I’m not a breakfast eater, never have been but, I guess I need to start because I’m always so hungry in the morning.

I went for a walk with my son yesterday and my legs don’t feel so crampy today. I knew if I went for a walk I would start to feel better.

I also need to start following a better schedule. I write one down then I ignore it, but it does help me get through a week.

One day at a time. One day at a time.